I have to follow my calling. I can no longer ignore God’s whispers. Life doesn’t have to be so hard. By giving into fear and ignoring God I am actually making my life harder. I am letting the devil have control. The further away from God I am, the closer I am to the devil and the further away I am from TRUTH. TRUTH IS PERFECTION. PERFECTION IS BLISS.
Being true to myself seems so hard, so scary, so difficult. But it’s not! It will be the narrowest path! The lightest, brightest way! I will walk in God. My spirit is in Heaven. In Gods TOTALITY. I CAN WALK IN MY SPIRIT HERE ON EARTH IF I CHOOSE. If I choose light. If I choose right.
I can choose to see with my spirits mind..with God’s mind..my spirit is bound with Christ’s and He so chose to reveal His Father..
“All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.”
Matthew 11:27 NIV
I truly have been given a gift — it’s hard to keep satan from turning it against me — it is hard to receive the experience of the perfection, love, truth, & grace all alone. I want to share it with everyone but no one can hear. The devil gets in my words. I feel the experience so strong sometimes that they manifest right into words that just aren’t right at all. It’s my spirit trying to speak, but it can’t. It’s so so so frustrating.
I don’t want to be alone anymore. I mean don’t get me wrong — I’m never alone, but in this experience, I am alone on this earth. This pandemic has put me into solitary confinement and my chains need broken. Set me free.
Anyone with me?
❤ —-|- ❤
I came across this after posting this and thought I should add an update..
“The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge. They have no speech, they use no words; no sound is heard from them. Yet their voice goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world. In the heavens God has pitched a tent for the sun. It is like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, like a champion rejoicing to run his course. It rises at one end of the heavens and makes its circuit to the other; nothing is deprived of its warmth.”
Psalms 19:1-6 NIV
What a marvelous gift — to hear the voice of the Heavens. He never ceases to amaze me.